Why in the world would you want two silicon-filled sacks poked through a hole in you into your breasts? You were created the way you are for a reason. (sorry if you dont...er.... believe what i do....dont mean to preach....just what i think/believe. *sigh* its the full blooded Christianity in me. lol) God, i hate little boys who think they have to give you a taste of their testosterone because they believe they are "Testiclees, Ruler of all Male Hormones and Master Saducer of Women Kind." They need to kindly, take the foot that is already pretty far shoved up their asses and get it out of their system. Because, obviously one ass kicking moment did not set them straight and they need a fresh one. Not all guys do that btw, i have a very nice one that doesnt do that......welllllll....unless it goes both ways. Im a bit of an obnoccious person myself....not to mention the female hormones that everyone has. ¬.¬ and i stop there for you know the rest.
You cant let men degrate you that way. They need to know that A- You dont like them. B- They need to Die. C- They are stupid enough to mess with a bitch who will beat them black and blue. D- Sexual Harrasment is against the law, and the authourities will believe basically ANYTHING you tell them. You know why? Because your cute. And your little. And your innocent. And your fragile. And those mean old guys that hang outside your bus stop are already affenders in this sort of situation. PLUSSSS, it doesnt hurt to add that you could put a little more frosting on the cake and get them into more trouble. Liiiiikkkeee....say one of them lifted up your skirt during class to have a look-see as a dare. You go bursting into the office saying "OH GOD THE BASTARD TOUCHED ME! HE LIFTED UP MY SKIRT AND THE BASTARD TOUCHED ME! I WANT MY MOMMYYYYYY!!!!!!"......mayyyybe not too drastic....dont want the poor stupid boy to get ass-raped in prison. THat will just make him either really Bi, or really Gay. Then he will be a Gay/Bi guy sexually harrassing you. How does it get any worse? (no offence to anyone who is, i have several friends who are and im okay with them. As long as they dont hit on me/touch me.....just no. And guys i dont mind so much....its when girls are interested that i get a bit creeped. Yes, homophobe, right here. At least i admit it unlike some pissants who cant be honest about it.)
Good luck with that drummer dude ive always wanted to play the drums too. I have dreams a lot about me just rockin' out with my buds and just lettin load some sick beats while they jam on elec/bass guitar. Just dont get yourself hurt kay? Keep your guard up till your sure you can trust him. And whatever you do, dont ...er....put out. Ive heard it can screw with you really bad emotionally/physically if your not ready. ANd even if you think you are, well....sometimes we all think we can handle things, but in actuallity we just dont have the brain power to handle it. Sorry if what i said offends/upsets you.
My boyfriend lives in Olympia. Hes down for the summer, but we dont get to see each other as much as we both would like. Him with work, and me with trying desperately to find work. it sucks ass. But, he'll be a senior next year and so, the year after we're going to the same community collage, and he wants to get our own little place after that. Im sixteen, and i know who im going to spend the rest of my life with. As crazy as that sounds its true. Sorry if that upsets you also...i saw one of your past entries and you seemed extremely bitter about the whole relationship thing.
What'd ya get grounded for??? GEEZ! Ive been here forever waiting! just joshin. check my new deviation out for me kay? Its darkness.

Take care of yourself,
Stoner
or, as you already know,
Stacie

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the cake is a lie.